Testimonies
Your Eyes
I want to tell you what God has done in my live about three weeks ago. Fifteen years ago I fell into a depression. I knew the Lord, read the Bible and I prayed a lot. My biggest fear during the depression was cancer. Even when I was shopping the thought that I had cancer came over me and every were I went I read about cancer. I became compulsive and got very worried about everything. When I heard that my neighbor had cancer I begged my husband to sell the house. I couldn’t bear to see her that way. It became worse and worse. After one year at the mental health center (GGZ) we decided to do a test to see what exactly was going on. After that test, the depression got worse. Therapy would not help, but I did get medication. When I came home I cried for hours. I thought am I that woman? Is this what has become of me? So I went on with my life although it was hard.
We have heard several times from Trin but I had nothing with Matthew. I have already read the criticism about him so I was well informed. When Matthew came to Drachten I wanted to see with my own eyes how evil Trin was. So on Monday evening I went to the service. When Matthew arrived I was deeply touched. I thought oh Lord what have I done? This are Your eyes that look at me and this are Your hands that want to bless me. I have prayed for so long Lord, do something with me, please! That night the Lord healed me and He showed me that I only have to lay my trust in Him. Now, even after three weeks I still overflow by the joy that the Lord gave me. I’ve said to Matthew that I was sorry for the thing I thought. The things I have thought about him were not the truth. The next service I asked forgiveness from Matthew. It is a wonderful feeling to know that Matthew has forgiven me.
Praise the Lord for what He has done! The children have a joyful mother and my husband got back has wife in the way that the Lord has planed it.
I pray that there will be more people who see your vision through different eyes. I am grateful that God has spoken to me through Matthew. It’s time that we stand up en become one body. There are thousands of people that have to be saved for the Kingdoms sake.
Blessings,
Alie
